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July 27 / kind of creepy… ♥

Just thought i’d rant about something that’s been on my mind for the past 2 weeks now. (or more.)
Hm, yeah… so there’s this guy at work. And for some strange reason whenever he’s around, i’m always paranoid he’s looking at me. Even when i’m working at front counter (and he’s thankfully situated at the back so i’m not near him), i still have that inkling that he’s looking at me from the back through the burger slide . Actually, i’m pretty sure he is. Cos i just get that feeling you know? That there’s a gaze on me …Whether its because he’s observing my klutziness or … whatever, it still freaks me out. I have no idea if he KNOWS he’s looking at me or not.., cos maybe he’s unintentionally doing it; like thinking something bad about me that’s shown through my working which would explain the staring…i don’t know . Or maybe its just that fun to watch me work . Sure i drop more chip boxes and have more trouble with the ice-cream machine than the average person (not helped by the constant paranoia of him observing me, thanks )~ but still, that’s not really a good reason to stare. Actually its quite rude and freaky ! Plus it’s been happening for quite a bit now– before my holidays started. I didn’t really think much of it before cos he was relatively new (he started about a month after i did) and i thought he’d eventually stop (cos maybe he just stared at everyone since he’s new) but the fact that he’s still staring, even after 2 weeks, is getting to me. This one time i decided to have some guts, and stare at him back. It was really weird and awkward and he had a weird expression on his face; like he was thinking something (maybe along the lines of “thats the 4th chip box she’s dropped today..” or “thats the ugliest ice-cream cone i’ve ever seen” …who knows). I almost burst out laughing, but then luckily he turned away (yeah you look away asshole.) ANYWAY to top it all off, i ALWAYS get shifts the same time as him . Its extremely ridiculous actually. Every single day i have to work he’s there. Meaning most of the time i have to endure 5hrs of ignoring the gaze that i KNOW IS ON ME. ZOMFG#@ARGHWTF
This other day at work, i even saw him looking at this poster of work hazards that embarrassingly has pictures of me modeling this “safety gear” (GEEZ why did it have to be me?!?! ) for longer than i thought necessary. I pretended i didn’t see him looking as i made 2 regular chips, but then in my peripheral i saw him turn and linger his gaze towards me once again. ZOMFG. As soon as i was finished i walked away, feeling very pissed off . Anyway then afterwards (cos it wasn’t busy and we were both kinda just loitering around) he edged his way towards front counter then was like: “Hey, what time do you finish?” then i (surprised) was like “oh um, 5? then he was like “and you started at 12 yeah?” and i was like “yup” then he looked away slowly, nodding too knowingly for my liking. *raises eyebrows* What the HELL is that about?! I bet he already knew anyway after looking at the roster~ cos unfortunately i knew he was working at the same time as me cos of that. Yup, it said Ben and Sarah (12:00pm-5:00pm) so YEAH. Argh, but i guess in all fairness i have to admit (grudgingly ) …he’s pretty nice …when he’s not being a wierdo and staring all the time anyway.

ANYWAY ENOUGH RAMBLINGS. Other news; So i got my school report last… Wednesday. It’s alright i guess. Show ▼

Anyways thats about it… OMFG! 7 DAYS UNTIL BREAKING DAWN COMES OUT (in Australia) . I’m so exited

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